Oh boy!....seems like it's been 3 1/2 months since my last post!....ah Yes! Another post that has the similar first line as my previous post...haha...But it's indeed 3 1/2 months since I last posted!! It's like the longest ever I've abandoned my blog!..OH!OoOoo.. notice the coincidence on the day? It was also Tuesday on my 3rd and 4th post of this pg..hmm..must be sumthing bout my blog and me on Tuesdays...and Oh!HAHA..notice the date of my last post?? Weird last I posted was on the 11th, and today is the 22nd!..haha prolly I shud wait til Tues 33rd of next month to update again....opps! there's no 33rd on the calendar...haha..only if there is..I'll surely wait to complete the numbers.

Ok prolly right now I'm just like typing this for myself to see..since..well I guess all my visitors who used to visit this blog has alredy left and has no interest whatsoever to get back to check if I've updated or not...cos prolly it's just been too many times they tried giving a chance to my blog, coming back hoping to see an update but always to their dissapointment, there isnt any!..

Oh well Rach..it's ok. Neway it's ok to be toking to urself, since u've been doing it most of the time. SO dont be sad.. It's just diff now cos instead of literally tokin to yourself, you are typing it out on your blog. You know? times has changed..nowadays u can also tok to yourself online..Gee!! How cool is that!!?? ..Yeah RIGHT!!!...aH! WHATEVER!...I just feel like updating my blog now..so UPDATE LER! YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?? ..Hey u lil voice! Keep quiet in there! You really gotta learn to keep quiet at times..I dun always need ur assistance!!

Neways...speaking bout blogging..sumhow lately..to be precise, this past one week. The interest of blogging seems to be sparking out again.(ok if there's actually anyone readin this, pls dun mind my grammar of watever u call it..cos it's late and I'm just being me, typing watever words I feel like expressing w that comes to mind).. Yea so back to my lil spark for blogging again...Dont know why I've been always thinking bout blogging again..(maybe I've just been inspired by u 95% peeps! Reading ur blogs are just so diff compared to other frens..prolly it's just the advertisin peeps!haha) You guys are really true. Can feel it's not censoring, but just puoring out however u feel and think about at that very moment..It's so real.. Haha..could it be that the training we got from 95% that has changed us? To really just be ourselves and not censoring our thoughts all the time, like how we've been programmed to always censor our thoughts unconciously since young.

Dont know bout u guys but truely I feel the difference in each and everyone of u, thru the way u speak and express yourselves on your blog...So! that's why this time I decided to blog in a slightly diff approach..Simply to JUST BE MYSELF..allowing my thoughts to flow...Janet and Shanaz..u guys have really open up new perspectives in so many areas of my life!Kinda feel lighter..not unconciously fearing to be true. Instead, now I'm always concious, and in control of the "TCS aka Thought Censoring System"in me!..All u 95% peeps, I'm sure U get what I'm saying here right!? ...

"Hey! why r u asking ques there?rmber?u r prolly just toking to yourself online!Prolly no one is actually gonna visit ur blog!"....."Ah!!BE GONE! You irritating negative lil voice!"....

Ok..I think I shud best get some rest now..If not I might just go bonkers arguing w that lil voice..anyways it's late! And gotta get to the office early tomoro...LOADS OF WORK!

NITES RACH!

p/s: ok if anyone reading my blog and wish to post a comment, pls leave it thru my post ya..Just click on "add pink fluffy floss"just below this post, and post your msges...sorry too long not using my chatbox, it got terminated. So just bare w me awhile, while I fix things here.=)

Lil voice - *whispering*.."As if anyone is gonna be responding!..Oh opps..ok I better shut up before she hears me!..Nites!